kesunyian..

                                assalamualaikum...hmmm..kali ni type smbil feel sedih..hmm..sjak kblakangan ni ta tawu knp aq rase sunyi sgt...hmm...aq sdey r,,ta tawu knp aq rase aq prlukn someone special tpi aq ttap na brpegang teguh pd agama..aq da jnnji aq tak nak brmain prasaan klu aq mmg blom ready tok jalinkn hbungan yg halal...tpi nape r aty ni rase mcm ni plak..adoy..maybe ni satu ujian..dpan smue org aq bley tipu n brlagak kuat tpi sbnarye btape sdey n lemah ye aq...ya Allah..aq mohon kpdMu agar kau kuat an r aty ku ni ..aq akn cube sdaye upaye aq tok than n lwan prasaan ni ..aq kne sabar tok dpt yg trbaek ..someone yg bleh bimbing aq n bhagia an aq...aq prcaye pd balasan Allah..org yg slalu brsabar psti ade gnjaran ye..aq malu na luahkn bnde ni dkt sape2 pon sbb aq tana org laen pndg rndah at aq..aq tana org kate aq ni ta laku r..n yg laen2...aq just bley pndam n luahkn at sini je r..hmm..aq msti kne kuat...aq na hdop aq bhgia akn dtg...kngan yg lpas aq msti kne lupe an...aq akn sdaye upaye aq lwan prasaan ni..at least smpai aq hbis spm pon jdi r..hehe...klu bley aq na brcinte lpas nikah..sweet ye...ya Allah kau kurniaknlah aq jodoh yg trbaek dunia akhirat..amin....k ar da mlm da ni...bubye...